Friday, February 12, 2010

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Life is frustrating. there is so much i want to do and find it hard to keep it all in line.


It's hard to not be be trapped by that nagging curiosity: How others do it? How do they find life a partner? How can they own a home? Who earns enough to be debt free? Really? Does anyone? And the ever present one.... HOW do people keep their houses tidy and neat with a five year old running around? I know htat last one should be easy to let go of, but i cannot.


I struggle to decide everyday.... Today, what will I not do because there are simply not enough hours in the day.

And oh by the way... which dream should I shelve today? because there are just too many that don't come true, and it's easy for me to get dejected. And which ones are worth pursuing fearlessly. not easy to be fearless. And the more you pursue like that and fail, the less likely you are to feel confident about trying again with a different dream.


It so easy to forget it's all not really real.


Perspectives and subjective.


Frustration. Grouchy and a bit sad.